Intern's 'Late-Burn Effect' at SunStar Davao: From Overwhelm to Independence
My time at SunStar Davao was brief, but its impact unfolded gradually in what I call a "late-burn effect"—an experience that didn't strike me all at once but grew warmer and more profound as I immersed myself in the work.
Initial Overwhelm and Realization
I recall my first week, entering the office with fellow interns and feeling immediately overwhelmed. Seeing rows of awards and recognitions in the conference room sparked a sudden, sharp realization: "This agency is no ordinary place." Previously, SunStar was just a familiar name on my social media feed. I used to joke that media outlets were professional gossips, but I now say that with the highest respect. Being a "nosey" storyteller is a gift, and realizing I was part of that machinery made me understand I belonged exactly where I was.
From Naivety to Immersion
Early on, I chose to handle social media tasks, thinking it would be "chill" and that media life might not be as exhausting as claimed. That naive impression vanished by the second week when the "late-burn" truly began. Tasks piled up, and I found myself interviewing people who mattered to the community. I learned that in this industry, you aren't just an intern—you are your output. If you write, you exist; if you don't, you're invisible. There's a specific magic, a real "butterfly in the stomach" feeling, that comes with seeing your name printed under a story.
Validation and Hunger for More
I felt deeply seen by the editors, who found ways to publish my work and give me credit even when drafts needed "major revisions." That validation fueled my hunger. I started chasing stories, following co-interns to coverages, and doing whatever it took to see my byline again.
Learning Independence and Pride
The most crucial lesson was independence. I noticed interns at other agencies were often "babied" or constantly shadowed by supervisors. At SunStar, our mentors let us find our own way. They watched us but allowed us to stumble so we could learn to stand. I didn't envy the "guided" interns; instead, I felt pride. I was no longer just a student—I was working and living like a real member of the press.
Final Week and Lasting Impact
In my final week, covering the sports beat, everything clicked. I was no longer doubtful when communicating with strangers and woke up excited for press conferences or public hearings. I fell in love with the rush, and it saddens me to let it go. To the team—Ma’am Cristina, Ma’am Marianne, Ma’am Gillianne, Sir Ralph, Sir Ezra, and the entire staff—thank you for not just giving tasks but providing space to grow. You taught me how to write and, more importantly, how to be independent, a gift I'll carry for life.
I leave SunStar with a full heart and clear direction, taking the "Sun" and "Star" with me as I chase my dreams in the media world.
